Healing

2 nights ago was the first time in 2 FULL YEARS I did not take sleep
medication when I went to bed!!! I did wake up in the middle of the
night and have to take it later but not with the deep sense of panic I
used to have. Last night I took the medication as usual but I'm
thinking maybe I'm finally to a place where I could try to get off of
it without being terrified. What a huge milestone and miracle! I never
thought I'd see this day come!!! Praise God!